hunch

i learnt that if i cover the notebook with a towel, i can't see what is going on at the other side
and some of the troubles disappear.
what a great idea! how didn't i discover it before?

i could go hanging around with a tablecloth in my bag, just to cover what i don't want to see
here there is an idiom: "a heart that doesn't see is a heart that doesn't feel"

and i wonder: how would it be a heart with eyes? will it have eyelashes?
and if it winks, will i feel tickling in my chest?
unfortunately my heart isn't blind, so it feels everything... but in a slow way, you know*

*so tragic, so so tragic

*why am i always thinking this kind of silly things? someday i'll grow up, i promise