november

and i can't remember another november more rainy than this one

probably because during the last one, i was so lost in the middle of silly thoughts that i didnt even take notice that the spring had finished and that the summer was here.

someone stole me that november -when i had lost the idea of time and i thought that everything could be possible- and i shall never get it back*

*i suspect that during those days, i was happy

**--------> probably because i was more yellow and i knew -luckily- less than i know now