" i am too pure for you or anyone.

your body 

hurts me as the world hurts god..."

Fever 103°, Sylvia Plath

Billie Holiday - It's A Sin To Tell A Lie (1942)

"It seems to me now that the plain state of being human is dramatic enough for anyone; you dont need to be a heroin addict or a performance poet to experience extremity. You just have to love someone" 

How to be good, Nick Hornby

mood

and i have learnt to "read" the states of humour for the music*

*just a semiotician (?)

giorgio*

Agamben's philosophy of language, one of the preeminent and overarching themes of his work throughout the eighties, is informed by very fine readings of Martin Heidegger, Ludwig Wittgenstein, and Walter Benjamin.

*he is one of my latest friends

madness

*taken outside the civilization

makingup

a map as the telling of a story

it doesnt matter in fact if it reflects the reality

because the reality is something that you make up*

*there's no chace to think that reality can be objective

rid

#*he reads (?)

watching

people say i'm crazy doing what i'm doing

well they give me all kind of warnings to save me from ruin*

*

money*

we talk with metaphors

in fact we think with metaphors.

the point is that the metaphor that repesents the modern times is: "Time is money"

such a sad and poor idea, with no poetry at all inside of it

*ihatepinkfloyd

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*not in the best mood

**the ashes are not helping

whoknows

je te deteste aujourd'hui*

*just for today, i dont know tomorrow

eco

there are situations that i have imagined so many times

that when they finally take place,

i'll have to check if i had conceived something like that before*

*it sounds like the umberto eco's semiotic (?)

flag

blindness

borges told that when he was 76 he recovered his vision parcially

and then he could hardly see the face of a woman who had been his friend during his youth.

he confessed that in that moment he understood that it was better to live in darkness

potlatch

*giving someone the best that you have

stairmeup(?)

and there must be a reason why we have built stairs for reaching to the next floor and not another kind of object.

because for me, it would be absolutely perfect getting to the first floor by using a pair of plastic wings or maybe an individual and small aerostatic ballon.

i can even go further and say that we could get the perfection if we would leave the stairs for ever and use a couple of giant birds.

for instance: huge hawks who could take us from our backs, rise us and leave us totally safe in the second or third floor.

of course, i have thought that these big birds would receive a very good salary for their contribution to the human progress (?)*

*i trully believe that in the name of progress (a fake one, of course) we have quit to the poetry... and this is so sad... so tragic and sad (?)

physics

*i disordered your atoms to make you appear

sun

i suspect that there is a relationship between camus and the sun

probably a kind of obsession or something like that

but i dont know

i'm not sure

i'll have to think about it

tech

probably the first mistake is to think that the technology is not good or bad

that everything depends on the use that you give to it.

the technology can be many things, except innocent.

it has never been innocent

and it will never be