love is natural and real

but not for you, my love

not tonight, my love

love is natural and real

but not for you and i, my love

why?

there are so many things that i want to say here, specially in spanish because they sound better...

but i have no people who may understand them and besides, it would  be too risky.

oh, by the way:  it is better not to write a word if you have drunk wine

:0)

i'll remember it, just in case

i don't need to know

know where you are

only that you are

safe in this world

let's celebrate your birthday. that's all i want to do

altough i'm clearly a dog

there is always a cat in between

and tell me, how much do you look alike david?

you, so paris

and me, so berlin

"the popular, and heavily romanticised, interpretation of this closeness is that "There is a light that never goes out" is a love song to johnny marr, who regularly ferried the singer around by car. 

asked in 2005 if this was the case, Morrissey stated: "It wasnt and it isnt".

"i never spent much time thinking about that stuff", adds Marr. "it was only after the band split that these theories came out. only Morrissey knows. when we recorded it i wasnt there thinking, "aw, this is about me", or anything. if it is, great. if it's not, then it's still a great song. i'm sure there's worse songs written about me so  it might as well be a good one. but, for the record, i wasnt the only person who used to drive Morrissey around by car, put it that way".

Mozipedia, the encyclopedia of Morrissey and The Smiths, Simon Goddard

to get something that you never got,

you have to do something that you never did

"but if nostalgia means the powerful recollection of strong emotions -and a regret that such feelings are no longer present in our lives- then i plead guilty. .. and if we're talking about strong feelings that will never come again, i suppose it's possible to be nostalgic about remembered pain as well as remembered pleasure. and that opens up the field, doesn't it?..."

the sense of an ending, Julian Barnes

flying people

giving my life to a rainbow like you

there was nothing in the world 

that i ever wanted more

than to feel you deep in y heart

there was nothing in the world

that i ever wanted more

than to never feel the breaking apart

if you could ask me anything tonight, what would it be?

http://www.vam.ac.uk/content/exhibitions/david-bowie-is




i wanna go

...

pushing my face in the memory of you again

but i never know if it's real

never know how i wanted to feel

never quite said what i wanted to say to you

never quite managed the words to explain to you

never quite knew how to make them believable

and now the time has gone

another time undone

...

just for the only fact of knowing that his last video is about berlin, shows to me that i was right when i chose that city.

ok, let's talk about perfection

if you want, for sure

thanks god or the destiny or whatever because some people dont use whasapp or line or viber or skype and because you dont have their telephone number, when you are a little dizzy for the toasts with  good wine, and so you cant call them just for saying that couple of things that you were hiding even from yourself

:0)


anyway ... happy new year
just happy because the secrets are safe  because bigmouth didnt strike this  time